Dispatches from Ghana VI: Level I, Level II, Level Me
Turns out I’m not as advanced as I like to think I am.
Teaching elementary music, it’s easy to forget that the main
reason I appear to be so good at the skills I teach is that I’m a grown-assed
adult who’s studied these things, while my students are children experiencing them
for the first time. When I teach my body music unit, it usually only lasts for
one or two classes before I run out of material, but that’s plenty of time for
children to marvel at the speed and complexity of the rhythms I can play on my
body. Similarly, as we drum and learn about African musical culture, I’m the
expert in the room: I spent two weeks in Ghana four years ago, after all, so I
know some stuff.
That’s the confidence I brought to the International Body
Music Festival, which ended yesterday (for me—I’m midway through the 36-hour odyssey
of my journey home, so what day it is is a relative thing). It took just two
workshops to put me in my place, and remind me that some people have been doing
this a lot longer, more seriously, and with far more experience and talent than
I.
Workshops at IBMF were presented by performers, none of whom
was an elementary music educator. That means the skills presented were much
more advanced than I anticipated. It also meant the workshops were paced for
fellow body musicians. Workshops were labeled Level I and Level II, the first
level being aimed at beginners at whatever skill was being taught, the second
more advanced. For my first workshop, I went to Level II Ghanaian drumming, and
I was fine: it all came back to me, and I had no trouble keeping up. What came
next, though, blew me completely out of the water: a Level II workshop led by
Molodiy, a team of African-Americans steeped in the historic Black college
artform known as “steppin’.” I’d done some of this before, but within minutes,
realized the pacing of this workshop was simply beyond my ability to keep up. I
wound up frustrated, struggling to remember all the parts in the one portion of
the routine my small group was being taught.
The frustration continued with a Level II Ghanaian dancing
workshop, led by two faculty members of the Nunya Music Academy. Within
minutes, I knew I was completely out of my depth, even as the rest of the group—most
of them completely knew to Ghanaian dancing—had no trouble keeping up.
I did better with workshops in circle singing, and a Level I
music-and-dance workshop by Evie Ladin. This led me to think I could handle her
Level II workshop—but as with the Ghanaian dancing workshop (and this applies
to their Level I, which was really just the same as their Level II; apparently
they didn’t realize they were supposed to go easy on people at that workshop),
I quickly realized I was not going to be able to keep up. This time I decided
not to stick around, and went instead to a Level I gumboot workshop the pacing
of which far better matched my abilities.
So it continued for the entire festival: I did well with
even advanced workshops on singing, providing there were no advanced body
percussion or dance steps involved. In every other case, I opted for Level I
classes, finding they were the only movement or body music classes in which I
had a chance of coming out educated, rather than frustrated.
Which leads me to acknowledge one of the many things I
learned about myself this week: humility is a good thing. As we had our closing
circle, many of the body music pros thanked me for my willingness to throw
myself into activities that were clearly new to me. Sticking with it, even as I
find a task challenging, can yield great results—or remind me of the limitations
of my middle-aged body, another important lesson. During our final
collaboration, with the drummers at the University of Ghana, we were taught the
drummer dance, part of which involves picking up the drum and dancing with it
as a partner. I had no trouble learning the steps of this dance, but after just
two times through, my bad shoulder was beginning to twinge, so I set the drum
down and watched the others instead. Even so, I suffered that night for the few
times I picked up the drum and danced with it, my shoulder becoming especially
painful after midnight.
Which brings me to Level Me. There is no humiliation in
accepting that some things are too hard for me. It’s possible I may, in time,
learn to do them recognizably, though it’s doubtful I’ll ever be up to the
brilliance of all these performers. There’s also nothing wrong with asking a
presenter to slow down or repeat something: the teacher of the drumming dance
understood this, and used repetition as well as any Orff-trained teacher. As I
come back to the classroom in six weeks, I’m going to remember these lessons,
especially as I find myself tempted to move too fast, or to cover too much
advanced material, in any single class session. Every one of my students has a
Level Me. Finding the sweet spot that keeps the advanced ones challenged enough
not to be bored, but simple enough not to frustrate the beginners, is the real
art of teaching.
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